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My Bio
Current Residence: Vermont
Favourite genre of music: Ambient, Emotional Rock, Trip-Hop
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iTouch
Favourite cartoon character: Wiley Wiggens from Waking Life
Personal Quote: "Have no fear of perfection; you'll never reach it" - Salvador Dali

Favourite Visual Artist
H. R. Gieger
Favourite Movies
Hedwig and The Angry Inch, Brick, Reservoir Dogs
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Sigur Ros, Deftones, Radiohead, Bombay Bicycle Club, MGMT, The Velvet Underground
Favourite Writers
Dave Eggers, Walt Whitman
Tools of the Trade
Canon EOS Digital Rebel and Photoshop CS3
Other Interests
Writing and photography

Loneliness

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It's not so much the solitude I hate. It's the simple idea of being all alone in this world. Nobody to witness. Nobody to love. And the only person I can comfort and receive comfort from is myself. Thinking about him is painful, but it's worse at night and in the mornings when I wake up and realize I'm in a world without him. I think about what he does on a daily bases and how often he talks to whomever he's with now. Just thinking of him kissing whoever he now loves makes my stomach drop and my heart scorch hotter. It's funny how love can lead to this loneliness.
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It took me a while to realize this, but now I feel so great that I am finally aware of it. And maybe the world would be more peaceful if everybody realized this. Maybe people would finally be happy. Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!
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I made a mistake. I deadly mistake. A mistake caused by pure stupidity. I had a boyfriend, Matt, who I broke up with yesterday. But last Saturday, me and him met up and had oral sex without any protection. I didn't even give it a thought. Lats night, I was talking to a friend of mine and his and he said that Matt had fooled around with around 5 people before me. Why the hell am I so ignorant??? So today, I told my two best friends and they both talked me into going to the nurses office with them so I could schedual an STD test. It's now Wednesday October 26th and I'm getting tested on Wednesday November 2nd. I have a week to thin about the te
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Your work's been featured here [link] :heart:
I really like your work

Cheers
Just a friendly "hello" to you, i hope today is there perfect example of a good day.

i like the taste of glue on envelopes and positioning a stamp straight. i like leaving messages to people i dont know and leave them with a smile. i hope you do to.

if not then a regretful but cheerful 'goodbye'. but if you are interested would you be interested in helping me with a little postal project?
to exsist, just for a moment on my doorstep.to create something beautiful amongst a pile of statements, bills and leaflets.if you look on my profile, journal or on my blog it has more info (no, this isnt a cunning trick to get more page views because i want to exsist in the real world not a number in a virtual one. i would like to think you have this ideaology too)
I read all your journals, and see your works, and I only can say, WOW! a work with pure essence!
:iconmashedpotatoplz: Congrats on the Daily Deviation! :iconmashedpotatoplz: